was just going through the list of the blog links i have on the left bottom of the page. realised that almost all links are inactive already. habits do change over time yeah? work keeps us busy. other activities keep us busy in a way or another. oh well. everything changes over time.

Is it possible not to compare and compete within the same department? After the past 2 days, I feel so crappy. I seemed so slacked. Keep finding excuses and slack while others are taking initiatives and working work. Cold calling actively. Following with potential cases. Trying to establish relationships even though its not a potential deal. What I'm doing? Cold calling checked. Not that much. Following up. Hmmm. Not that actively. Let alone trying to establish relationships.

Just reported the number of cases that I'm working on. The team has a couple. I do have a couple. And my couple is like two while others is like 5 and above? I may sound as though stressing myself out. But I guess I dunno how else to feel. Esp when there is someone who is in the same team,same level of experience. I doubt no one can confidently tell me that he or she wouldn't compare the 2 of us. Sighs. I just gonna buck up I guess. I'm not as knowledgable. I'm not as sociable. I'm not as decisive. Its really like zzzzz. Just needed to rant I guess.

My first post for the year! Happy new year! :)

Was thinking of setting new year resolutions for myself. But come to think abt it, will I even stick to it? Or maybe I really need to jot down something and complete it? Well, one thing for sure, this year is gg to be a steep learning slope. What is going to learnt at work wasn't taught in school. Human communications. Testing ur knowledge. Learning to work under stress. A lot of other skills required. Its really getting out of comfort zone!

Xmas is over alr. It was a pretty quiet one. Cousin had left us. Maybe its a good thing for her. Popped by her fb and saw how much support she got from ppl ard her. And many remembered her as a cherry, supportive and obedient girl. Always there for her friends. That's just her. Though its short, but I guess she lived her life to the fullest. Its heartbreaking to see her go. But this may be the easier way for her. She had been so strong for so long. She needs a break. She doesn't throw her temper. She's fighting all along. Honestly, I doubt I will be able to be as strong as her. I hope she is happy where she knows she belongs. Misses.

After working, its like my life has become so boring. Nth much to blog about. Sad sia. Haha. Anw my house is undergo-ing some renovation. Or maybe not some. Quite a major one. Cos my mom is taking the opportunity to replace all tiles and those cupboards which she didn't bear to throw away one by one. Now its like one throw, everything goes also. Haha. I hope the house will look nice! Okays. No need hope. I think it will look nice! :)

Brother is coming back from europe alr! And I have done nth to his business account. Ssssshhhhhiiiittttt. Its like project deadline nearing like that. Haha.

Just lost a tuition student. Cos I increased her fees. Haha. Now I have less income alr. Saddddd. Or maybe after my probation I can close many many deals! Hahahaha. So optimistic in such a pessimistic economy. Haha. But, I will continue to hope. Please roll in,money! HUAT AH! Haha.

Just a simple post to say I love my friends! Though there are times I neglect u. I still care. :)

Wanted to blog abt this ydae but was far too tired to do so. So shall make use the time on the train to work. Yes. It is sat and yet I'm working. But it is gg to be like this only for 5 weeks. After which it will be back to normal 5 day week!

Ydae seems like good date to be engaged or married. Personally I knew of 2 ladies getting engaged. Feel happy for them and wonder what's the feeling when someone propose to the other. I really felt the happiness for my friend. It is just a tweet with a picture and it totally shocked me! Like omg! Mel is engaged?!?! So sudden?!?! Haha. Can totally imagine her grinning from ear to ear den slowly appreciating her diamond ring. Hahahaha. Second friend who is engaged. I believe there are more to come. Already secretly listed down those potential ones. Hahaha.

Visited my cousin ydae too. Fighting against a really tough diease. And yet when some of us went to visit her, she still remain cheerful. That's just her. Really hope she will tide over this soon and be all healthy again.

Was telling boy abt my random thoughts why can't there be just happiness on earth? He replied: without sadness, we wouldn't know what's happiness. So true..

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